jx.

shifted

2008-05-17T19:13:00.001+08:00

rarAR.... throwing away this blog... shifted to http://www.jingishere.com/blog/ oki update ur links...erm if u wan... i noe i dun update much =X

Kite

2007-07-07T16:59:00.001+08:00

one of my most fav poppers~! kite~!

transformers rocks

2007-07-03T00:09:00.000+08:00

weeEEeeeeE.....transformers is DOPE~!!!! super nice movie! nice effects..nice storyline,nice humour,nice action.... total wowness~ haha yep its good....everyone should watch....

smth stupid happen yesterday... i was on my bed using computer...layin down on my side with my arms proppin my upper body up....so happen that i sneeze and the downward movement of the sneeze ...combine wif the position im in..kinda make mi sprain(??? dunno wad work to use) my back....wadever it is...it hurts...i stand up pain...bend back pain...squat pain....but tt was last nite....this morning abit pain...then now fading away le..so i guess its not serious ...maybe muscle strain...haha but its like so spastic lar the way it occur...
haha stuppid leg then can do leg rolls...then this one more power....can do wave n chest rolls...lucky its fadin away...haha
overall its a spastic incident i hope it goes off soon....

lallalala good mood today cos not bad day plus transformers really rocks lar....hahaha weeEEeee.... man if only my laptop also an autobot then noe how to do my work for mi....tts will be real helpful....haha =X

family

2007-06-11T14:51:00.000+08:00

my mom just said that she hates the sight of me and hates talking to me again....my dad totally ignoring mi unless i talk to him.. they both hate it when i dance...hate it that im so unlucky n always fallin n hate it that they haf to spend so much money on my leg ... they dun trust me dun believe me for eg...ask mi apply for national day tickets..i did it immediately but these few day keep hearin her mumblin say i neber..then when i told her i did it immediately she still scold mi...hahah so so nice rite...

im beginning to hate stayin at home more n more....i hate home....nothings nice n cosy in it other than my bed.

omg so very omg wowness superbly dope...(forgive the confusing english)

2007-06-11T02:07:00.000+08:00

i am super super super happy~! ahhaha...the big groove'07. An event that i will neber forget.ITs like OMG meeting WRECKING CREW ORCHESTRA live~!!!!! they are super super super super dope~!!!!! im like so happy abt it..its like neber ever thot tt such a thing would happen..but it did...like a dream come true. they are very inspirational man..makes mi all fire up wif hope abt dance again...haha..WEEeeeeeeEeeeEe ...i will pray n pray my leg recovers.....ASAP!!! ahhahaa

the event kick off with a bang wif o crew.. they were real good man...love them...and so proud of ian and joey.... =) ian so long neber dance hip hop le..happy to see him do it..its good man..dun worry too much bro...weeEeeee the whole thing was like wow....then after that followed by tp(which i tink they did a real good job..yea they are good!) hmm LADC? i missed that performance..cos was getting ready...then yea after that was nus dance blast..but din get to see cos i was like shaking badly backstage....which means.....after that was us...yay foreign bodies....our funk item...hmm i dunno how it really was..feedback was ok but i dunno i stone abit on stage..i dunno if its good but dun care le cos i was happy ...i felt ok so yea it shld be ok bah ..weeEeeeee then after that was NRA..yep they rocks...haha ....then after that dharni...hmm..hes..haha..super super super good.....beatboxing..something which i haf no talent at all in..haha..then it was gsc?or was it gsc before dharni..sorry my mind abit blur now..but they are super dope too....very nice breaking..breaking is seriously a very nice and beautiful dance style....but i seldom get a chance to see it liddat....yea gsc rocks...

so well after that a 10 mins break then.....

WCO!!!!!
hahaha super inspired by all their performance....they are super good...super controlled and super strong in all their techniques and foundations....all of them are very well rounded dancers wif their individual fortes...50 mins of performance...whole thing good..whole thing wow..hahaa...then after the performance was the finale....hi 5 wif shohei~~ hahaha ok i sound spastic....then after that went arnd crazy taking pictures ..hahaha weeEEee will upload pics when i get it ...so for now..niteS ppl~!!!

please....

2007-06-09T18:46:00.000+08:00

leg o leg...please last thru this comin performance...n rehersal... ..after which i promise miself i will try to stop dancing no matter how much i wan to dance and go see a doctor to get it treated....n i will try to walk super slowly next time to prevent bad accidents from happening agn to my leg

fullstop

2007-06-07T00:21:00.000+08:00

sometimes i get the feelin someone cast a voodoo on me... i've been walkin the same way my whole life so why must all my falls n sprains n stuff come at one go... -.-

had this injury since last year arnd aug i tink..drag till now...and everytime when its like almost recover n i happy n go dance abit...something will happen after that...funny thing is...its not the dance alittle bit tt make it worse its...like ..

1. the first time this happen was when it felt like everything was goin well then i dance abit then on the way home just before the bus stop the stupid @$#!Q@#$%Q#!@# driver suddenly jam stop the bus and the force make mi had stop brake myself to stop miself from falling badly n that shock kinda worsen mi leg...yea i heard it crack... -.-

2. was talkin n stuff on the bridge..miss 2 steps...n fell....it happened recently .its like after musical le lo n mi leg is still feelin well n i noe its recovering..but yea due to that fall i had a big lump on mi feet for two days...n since then till now for 2 weeks i tink....my feet n knees still hurt
yea my KNEES are hurtin agn...rarar....

3.today... while on mi way to o sch ...twist mi feet agn a little near compasspt....then accidently twist it agn during practice...then agn.... like wow wad luck... n its no one's fot...at most yea mine...

i must be amazing unlucky or stupid or someone placed a voodoo on mi (which is like not really possible i guess) ...so yea...

so with all these shitty stuff im all numbed liao...the period before musical i will still super sad till feel like cryin sometimes....but now..well i tink im gonna give up soon...haha its like no point le...

hmmm this time i tink quite bad...its like as if all the treatment done to it all gone liddat...so if i wanna dance do i hafta wait like half to one more year...bullshit...by then i go ns le....which reminds mi..how am i suppose to pass my napfa....i cant run at all...i haf problem walking today -.-

look on the bright side since i cant really dance ..i more or less hafta spend the time on studyin ...which ...i tink i haf alot to catch up on...so yea....
gotta catch up on sch...old frens...family..
and yea..more time wif min min...n easier to save money i guess?

but well at the end of the day...am i really satisfied? putting a fullstop to dance life ..will i be able to move on happily? man..i noe dance is not tt impt to most ppl in singapore but yea..
then again..i tink i hang on too long le...at this rate...i duno wad else will happen to my leg...

upcomin performance at TBG..so yea..hopefully it will be a goodshow..though its like...well stupidly cut down to 3 mins so last minutely n wasted 2 weeks on routines tt end up cant use..n now this week to spend on the actual one n its not easy to find everyone tgt on a particular prac....but yea its not their fot...no one really at fot..so yea...all the best...jia you...

changes

2007-05-31T21:07:00.000+08:00

man im really lazy to blog sometimes..haha or rather i forgot but yea ..new skin~ randomly felt like changing...always using skins from blogskins...someday ..see how i got free time i do one myself bah...hehe flash ~! jkjk...

2007-05-31T20:07:00.000+08:00

face it..

2007-05-12T00:19:00.000+08:00

dance. i miss dance.... or rather being able to dance all the hip hop,LA hip hop, or the more agressive kind or the alot control kind...blah blah blah etc....
especially being able to dance those stuff wif my fellow frens... now that i cant do it wif my stupid legs ,i dunno...i feel far away...i felt left out sometimes...those im not left out..butyea stupid thots... but yea...its like being unable to do wad i like and wad i always wanted n love to do is like having a part of mi torn away.. so that theres now a big empty space

its like a big empty hole tt i wanna fill it up wif desperately wif something but nothing much seems to satisfy it.. well its like i can still do popping bah...though i dunno im ok or lousy...but still its really different from dancing tgt wif mi frens.. popping in fb feels so lonely.....but i must say i love popping alot too.. yea..

i guess tts also one reason why i rushed to get the ds..the mentality that i can play ds while they dancing things i cant do..haha and to accompany mi at times when im alone n sianed abt the whole leg incident..n of course still to haf fun la...
somehow though the hole is not completely fill up ..plus all the sch stress frm previous sem..im kinda saturated in the brain wif all these stupid stuff.... this sem.. i totally no mood to do work anymore...so many deadline so much to do..so little.... motivation...

luckily i got my little piggy...thanks hun~ you make it all so much more easier to tahan...thanks for being there yea... =) love ya (other ppl who cant tahan n tink its mushy...close ur eyes okie n forget..haha)

i miss....

2007-04-29T02:25:00.000+08:00

i miss year one..
i miss first half of year two..
i miss fb camp...
i miss times before my injury...
i miss dancing...
i miss my family,the one tt was when i was much younger....
i miss being young n innocent...

i dun really wanna grow up n move on...
i wan health..

n i still hafta make appointment wif tt lung specialist..

oops...

2007-04-18T00:06:00.000+08:00

haha..its been ages since i last blog...reason why? = life has been bloody hectic,it was the holidays for the past month plus but it was super hectic..musical pracs n other lifestyle stuff,fallin sick ...etc.Musical prac is takin up super alot of times..sch start now but almost everyday will haf...

yep sch start le...

2nd day of my third year life is just gonna get more hectic.hopefully will haf a good year ahead in dance n studies n relationships(love,frens ,family) and last but not least health...
my health pretty bad nowadays.....aiz...hunney's health also not tt good too..life is pretty stressful for her too...wish all the best for her...

to juniors of FboDz...
Good Luck for ur clubcrawl....and jia you for the year ahead ...

=.=

2007-03-11T01:31:00.000+08:00

omg im awake...not that it is wierd for mi to be not aslp at this time ...but its wierd cos im sick and i went to slp just now at 9 plus and zzz woke up in the middle of the nite sweating and burning hot and somehow just cannot go back to slp ....so im here now..bloggin n hoping to tire myself out so i can go back to slp.... aiz....

since im here...shall update a little....went to "stomp the yard" dance comp at club momo the other day ...stood behind a lady who smoke througout the whole comp so somehow due to that i've been coughin like mad since then n having a real bad running nose...allergic i guess.... but yea the comp...kinda dissapointin for the hip hop part ..but transwave definitely rocks...i like them ...they always seem to dance just because they enjoy dancing , not to show off not to look down on people and really simply enjoy it and of course does it well...dun really noe them but thats the feel i get from them....they are cool ...haha ...
for the pop and lock part yep..."chunky and me" by ian and ter rocks too..really funky and funny .. lookin forward to their final routine.
the judges...ashlee nino and ashlee dawson..wow...haha freestyle abit...sorta a preview to their performance next week...is like hmm good lo...haha very good showmanship very good stage presence and they hit the music and stuff....is like not much singaporeans can do that..except the real pro ones and some others...hopefully one day all of us sg dancers can be liddat ....more open maybe? more confident? or i dunno...we'll work it out...

ok danceworks'07 first day....influenza did a good job i tink....reallly very good effort....kinda nice to see them grow along the way....grats for the best commercial...really very creative compared to the others who simple do some stuff stuff the show the slogans in those cards ...no meanin at all...theirs is real interesting and meaningful ....good job!

to the rest whos having theirs on sunday...j wreck and collision force....all da best...most of all learn from the experience n stuff bah..jia you =)

this is the title

2007-02-26T23:53:00.000+08:00

oo its 1154 now...so before it hits 12..

happy birthday cheryl~ long time neber see le..but yea...happy bdae.. =)

ok...now for the post

spent a whole day in sch today...zzz abt 1 plus in the afternoon till 10 plus at nite....nonstop working for studio project..rushin the online flash webbie...tiring but yea fun but yea super stressed and sianed~ deadline on friday...and the whole project have so many things still undone...rarar jia you...

got moi posted period for IAP...its the 4th one..tts like end of this year bah...arnd dec or nov start...till erm...feb or march next year.....cant remember the date...either way it will clash wif christmas and new year and valentines...abit sucky but yea...pros and cons to any period posted... well for those who got period 1 or 2...hehe no hols...after end of SP this week...its IAP or FYPJ for them...muahahhaa i got one month break till the semester starts for studyin..so yep more time for dancing...more time for brushin up moi skillset for design...more time for loads of stuff....weeEEeeeE but then more time doesnt mean enuff time...very pack..gotta tink of moi portfolio n stuff soon...RARARararARArara

other stuff are goin well...hehe birthday coming...anniversary coming...hmm n i miss moi old secondary sch frens abit though i dunno if they will noe or bother..cos its like so long neber talk properly n so difficult to talk and yea sometimes it feels cold...but i guess it shld be alrite bah...cant be tt bad...but yea..stuff...lots of stuff

to alls whos falling sick for studio project,freelancing,exams,danceworks,clubcrawl preparation...etc take care and rest well...if u are already sick..take care and recover soon...stay happy

2007-02-15T22:46:00.000+08:00

some people neber learn...yea..stupid..irritating... haha

today's sp for mi was kinda sucky...things haf change so much tt it feels so different from before tt i dunno wad really is the idea abt le...din wanna say much cos i tink i will end up confusing everyone lolS but hopefully we can survive...im kinda clueless now as to wad to do..if we din hafta scrap away so much..i tnk most prob we will be half way throught the remainder n possibly can finish on time one..now im pretty worried....aiz

attended the briefin by the juniors ...looks ok..hopefully the rest of the juniors will cooperate...and tgt do a clubcrawl tt everyone will remember....yea jia you to them....alot for them to pull thru to....exams,danceworks,clubcrawl and their individual commiments to other stuff....so many things....us seniors too...jia you jia you

dar dar is sick...aiz..sadded...must rest well and get better soon yea...take care take care...pull through this studio project then yea we can do all those outings n stuff we wanted to do =)

happy valentine's day to all and my baby~ =)

2007-02-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

As im typing this post...valentine's day is goin to be over soon...most prob by the time i finish its over...haha but who cares...happy valentine's to everyone~ hehe

went over to my dar's hse in the morning before studio project today...she cook pasta..really its really not bad leh..so dun feel guilty tt u use cream of mushroom instead of the normal cream sauce...hehe ...but my present still rox rite...hehehe =P thanks alot for the meal...luv it~ luv u
haha gettin abit mushy =X

after tt is studio proj...kinda sux...valentine's day cannot go out must be in sch from 2 to 6 for studio project...then whole idea kana scrape....start from scratch...omg..we must survive..this time only two weeks to finish~!!!! unfair....zzz seriously hope we can survive..im like already half dead...drain of ideas and energy le...aiz jia you jia you....

after studio proj is musical practice...aiz...its fun but sianed cos everytime theres rolls i hafta take a break due to moi knees...well i control well whole day so nth happen until the last run for the day...accidently pull it abit again...sianed ...super sian ...sux....haha hopefully its not tt serious then i wun need to go back n see the doctor to readjust my bone anytime soon..

when can i ever recover??!!! ...zzz..i already drop out of joinin funka...its a dream...but yea ..looks like its gonna haf to remain a dream for now due to my bloody knee....but yea ...i must get over it...no point dwelling...to all whose knee is feelin wierd recently...better take care.... rest well then if can do knee muscle strengthening exercises....

so after prac was goin home...and guess wad i overslept almost miss my stop...then rush down bus then realise i forgot to take smth...zzz took the next bus n went to the interchange to collect it...while gettin off tt next bus tt uncle kinda brake stop...and i had to stop moiself from fallin with moi leg...crack...tts it..zzzz hopefully din worsen tt much...so so so so so bloody suay~
but luckily manage to get moi stuff back...aiz...walk home bathe...soak mi legs in ice water...and here i am blogging....but yea....shldnt be bothered by these stupid stuff ...its valentine's day..haha love everyone love moi frens...love foreign bodies..love david,rachel,nick(as good good frens..dun tink gay -.-)..love mi dar most~ hehe get well soon yea dar....ur headache quite bad recently..must take care ...zzz everyone fallin apart....must hold tgt....jia you~!!!!

crossroads...

2007-02-08T01:07:00.000+08:00

3 months.... school musical,funkamania,clubcrawl....can my leg take it all...?doctor say its recovering...but i cant tahan climbing stair sometimes...depends on how tired my leg is..might hurt sometimes....certain actions during musical practice i cant do cos my leg cant support the weight...im seriously considerin dropping funka...but tts like missing out once in a lifetime chance for our all guy grp tgt wif david ,nicksim,ben and the others...nick goin ns soon means definitely a first n last chance to join a comp wif him...hmm vry difficult to make the choice...but at present condition ..im sure i will haf trouble practicing for funka..dun wanna hinder them and slow them n spoil their chances....they are strong...besides restin for 3 months had made mi rusty....catchin up plus my leg injury...i will really slow them down,which will really suck...dun wanna be a burden...n look on the bright side...i would haf time to better heal my legs and really seriously try popping.yea i dunno....gif myself one or two weeks to tink abt it bah...since actual prac also not startin anytime soon...

talkin abt competitions....all the best to all juniors for danceworks...u all haf come this far....finish the remaining journey..hold on to each other and support each other....jia you...i look forward to watching u all on stage...=)

sch work~! T_T can cry sia sch work....sux big time...dynweb...rarARARar 3d just hand up but still..raRARARAR......and omg next week studio project starts..tt one is really nuts...why do we come up wif an idea tts so heavy on graphics and content? so many things to come up wif and do!oh my tian ah...........

2007-01-21T01:32:00.000+08:00

bad bad bad...been sick since fri nite....had fever and flu...then just now i vomitted..so yea bloody weak n stuff so erm din manage to do any work at all...aiz...worried...deadline tues
omg tues...omg.. all moi plans today went out..zzz wanted to go ikea wif min min but end up gotta do proj...so end up she comin to do proj then cant cos she had to be at home(her toilet renovating) then ah...wanted to do work myself still but ..end up too sick n vomited....so raraRrararaR nothing work out today..i hate it...zzz but after vomitting feel better le...

anyway...had a thot just now..very happy to work wif this group...i thank u all just now..i thank u all here again ..thanks for being wonderful grpmates..cooperative n stuff...yep....lets make it thru this sem tgt..raraARararaRAr haha...

stupid david mention abt the loud bang...reminds mi of someone but i shall not say ..cos im not suppose to say....aiz stupid ppl do stupid things to escape problems..n end up causing more problems...

yea anyway tt aside..i hope can do more work tml..cant work at all today...to everyone chiongin for id n cp ...jia you and take care~ jia you to dfc...complete...dz grp....bc grp....etc and jia you ian too~ so yep cya all niteS

2007-01-19T00:46:00.000+08:00

i want to dance ........ again....

2007-01-07T02:42:00.000+08:00

okok i blog again... as u can see theres quite a big space of time btw each of moi entries...ITS ALL BECAUSE OF HW...massive overload of hw these few weeks....no time for other stuff..n when i haf time im too tired and drain to do it or im tryin my best to destress so yea ...

enuff of the hw shit i just stop doin hw..gonna slp soon

went to jinwen's (aka our sexay~~ giraffe ) bdae party just now..it was wow..so many ppl..theres probably becos hes a really nice n helpful guy tts why got so many frens....he played a huge part in fb n tts why he got the respect of everyone..which is also why alot of fb ppl were there todae...countin my juniors,my batch,ian's batch,jinwen's batch,gin's batch and gin's senior..omg haha theres 6 generations of fb members there today...so exciting..haha big salute to jinwen~!
so yep enjoyed the party but had been doin hw past few days n did not rest well so yea was very drain by the 1030 n went home to erm....do more hw =.= zzz cant help it...deadline
rArARrarRARARar

hmm my little princess has been in a pretty stress up mood too....losing heart in sch and design...jia you ah..i believe u can do it...its not no design sense but rather no motivation n no mood do hw tts why will liddat....wish u all the best in findin back ur interest and yep jia you..i'll support you....take care.. =)

super early in the morning post....

2006-12-24T09:09:00.000+08:00

long time no blog....no..i din wake up early...i just reach home....din sleep at all...n its one day b4 christmas...zzz was rushin proj stuff throughout the nite at classmate's hse.. nth much to say..im half dead...just bathe finish n is waitin to dry off then i shall go to slp liao....later 1 plus or 2 then wake up then go out.... nites ppl...

happy 9 months

2006-12-16T23:55:00.000+08:00

happy 9 months dear~~~

today is a super happy day haha....9 months with my other half le haha....been awhile and things are going fine...infact better and better...happy to be with her.... haha...hope u haf nice day today too... =)

due to certain circumstances we canceled original plans to east coast and went to town to catch a movie and eat pepper lunch which she haf been craving for..so yea had a nice day...after that we went arnd lookin at skirts for her..and she did try some..overall had a wonderful day...haaha happy 9 months wor~

this bloody lesson is stupid =.=

2006-12-14T10:11:00.000+08:00

well....we are suppose to do our final application in director instead of flash...but our teacher dunno wad he teaching...i guess is the syllabus fault..dunno but its stupid...well our comin assignment is do a mp3 player on the com..like wad the hell do we needa learn this for our final application...of course its good to learn la but it not as priority as to how to build our application leh.....its like who can spend 2 lessons on rolloverS?! alamak.....learn tt in less than 15 mins in flash class... worse..its so difficult to concentrate in his lesson.... T_T

2006-12-11T00:46:00.000+08:00

hmm past midnite le...aiz been doing work ... helping simin type a few questions in the report and try to come up wif ideas for our banner ads...only got 2 in total now...and one is last week tink one...bloody lousy haha hafta jia you. These few weeks of concept pitch is pretty tiring.The work load this week is going to be crazy.

talk to nick abt dance abit today and he make me think. So as i talk to him i came to this conclusion.We got sick of dance probably we were so caught up wif tryin to improve ourselves that we forget why we dance.why do we dance? becos we like it.so shouldnt we enjoy dancing? when we get too caught up in catching up wif ppl in improving in gettin better only we lose focus.Its like racing,u focus on the finishin point and dash,everthing else around becomes a blur and u miss out all the beautiful scenery.So..to all my dance friends whenevery u get too caught up in this rest,take a step back, remind urself why u dance(becos u like it,its ur way of expressing) and remember to enjoy it or else by the time u manage to catch up to ur benchmark u will look back and find nothin enjoyable to remember..there is only the finishin line..pretty empty.but yea of course we do need to improve~ so yea lets all jia you tgt~ dun despair dun gif up we will make it thru tgt~! =)

oh ...went to simin's good fren...shihui's hse for bbq...nice food...thankiew so much for inviting haha...the cheese hotdog rox...n ur chicken wings are really nice..n yea im not force to say this =)
yep thanks~

dar down wif abit of a headaches and stuff recently ah...back pains too...dun be stubborn ...take care of urself ...its for ur own good and yea it makes mi sad when u are suffering okie..so take care.... jia you~

oh ya i want to change my blogskin again~ somehow this skin lags my page alot ...dunno why...shall get to it when im free...

updating...

2006-12-07T21:50:00.000+08:00

posting..cos someone keep complain tt i din post...haha =P
well din post for so long cos theres nothing much to update...everyday is goin as per normal....sch...sch ...and sch...worse no dance cos mi injury..but yea i feel that its recoverin though it still gives mi problems once in a while...for eg today...it hurt bad...maybe cos i been walkin alot these 2 days.... ha...hmm classes...auth2 is still as boring n horrible as ever....erm over slept yesterday n miss moi 3d class....gettin sick of pitch...but yea..we can do it!!
haha went out wif dar awhile ago...tuesdays...enjoyed the day...was great.... haha ok nth else le..tc everyone...

i hope, i will, i wish...

2006-11-29T20:46:00.000+08:00

The past few days was hard...difficult and miserable... it just sux... treatment seems ok but i really dunno ....sometimes it feel tt im recovering...but sometimes after a long day it just hurts n i feel weak all over and that is super depressing. im just too pessimistic i guess....

went to blk e today to see dance....or rather be in the environment i haf gotten so use to its part of life...the blastin of music,close friends chatting,then everyone moving to the music whenever they want to without having to tink or worry abt ppl lookin or tt u look stupid.... yea....
i asked nick to show mi the new stuff they learn at gin's class...which i was suppose to attend but due to moi leg injury i cant...well its...nice..superb....precise controls required and goin accordin to the music...flowy yet strong...i dunno it feels like the kinda dance i always wanted to pursue and learn...the kind of things i been waitin to learn at gin class and yet now when it comes im goin to miss the whole thing....sad...very sad....

i hope i will be able to catch up after my long rest...i dunno how long...2~3 months or maybe more....a fren said she rested a year....xyz arnd tt duration too i guess...mom says 6 months...dad say a year.... buT the doctor said 2 weekS~!!!!! i guess 2 weeks just meant without walkin and just restin and even if u recover it doesnt mean it wun come again if u dun take care...so restin it to optimum till require the duration that all those others mentioned?

sux...i wun use vulgarities...i shall try not to(dun wan make dar angry yea=) ) but the situation just suxs..

luckily even those i lose alot of stuff and miss out alot of stuff , my dear is still wif mi...and tt matters alot to me bah...thanks for making all these less hurtful to mi ,thanks for being there with me when i feel down and thanks for all that u've done.... u shld take care of urself too ah....ur knee is giving u probs too..aiz... take care dear...take care everyone...always haf enuff rest for ur mind and ur body....

2006-11-26T12:48:00.000+08:00

good newS~ moi injury dunnid rest one year of half a year....

but....

its not really good either-.- arnd 2 months plus or so of rest required and every 2 days or so visitin the doctor for treatment.

why?
looks like other than moi ankle injury my knee is injured too,injured when i dunno ,seems like its an old injury which i din noe abt and thus din treat so its actually pretty bad lo and has abit of a rhumetism prob(dunno how to spell) my other knee might haf similar prob too but the doctor din wanna push it cause he scare i will faint from the pain cause im hungry and it really hurts ,infact the knee hurts more than the ankle ...zzz

so summary... no cold drinks
no nuts
no bean types
no chicken (Due to my constant coughin which is due to moi digestive system being lousy and my immune system too so doctor is tryin to build it up and im not suppose to take chicken cos it hinders the recovery of cough)

so yea practically im gonna e half vegetarian but er well theres still fish,beef and pork.....
so yea zzz

2006-11-26T00:09:00.000+08:00

stun at the possibility tt i might haaf to rest for months....2 or 6 or a year(nuts)
couldnt slp while worryin(hopin its really not tt bad bah...just over worry)
slept at 5 plus am
woke up
walk arnd house
numb
on bed whole day
bored
stone
restless
no mood do hw dunno how to do
needs comfort
needs company
then...
say things wrongly abit
then....
i dunno wad happened..
shuts down.

twist again...

2006-11-24T00:02:00.000+08:00

well i tink i twisted moi ankle again....it felt the same as the time during gin's class just tt the other time after i twisted nothing hurt...this time..it bloody hurts...i had to sit down n take breaks while walkin to the bus stop to go home...T_T why must this happen to mi at this time... how long more do i haf....

...to dance?

one year?two years? ....or less

every bit of time matters now...but its like...hurtin..the ankle is killin moi mood to dance too...its like walk in sch sometimes will a little pain...but it got lesser n lesser so i thot its recoverin ...but today...well...it happen again.

i always knew tt dancin will end at some point in moi life pretty early...well..how to dance n survive in singapore?but i din wan it to end this way....meanin either i cant dance anymore..(i dun tink tt serious bah the injury) or i will haf to rest a super long time b4 i can resume...but i dun haf much time!!!!how to rest long...so bang~ i guess tts one dream down..zzzz...maybe i can use this time of rest to catch up wif moi life...but wel im not suppose to move arnd too much i tink....

went to see the sinsei the other time n i guess it din work well...tml i will go see a western doc n get an xray done i guess...hope its small case ...but yea i dun really noe where are the hospitals in singapore and moi mom dun really seem keen to accompany mi tml so well erm..i'll see wad happens when i wake up tml.. .. yea tml..most prob im not goin to go for class... and yea i might miss practice tml...but yea i noe not good to dance when im injured.im not goin to~ just see see n u noe help out wif managin the juniors..its their danceworks showcase tml...i hope i can go.. i really do...zzz gettin abit pessimistic...and yea rararar somehow when im in a bad mood or sad mood or frustrated mood i will end up cookin and eatin..so erm(guilty) ..im eatin now..at this time....AGAIN~! haha....bang~

wierd

2006-11-21T12:39:00.000+08:00

i kept dreaming abt a certain group of people recently...old friends....wonder why...haha..brings back memories whenever i woke up rememberin the dream abit....hmm...

morning class sux

2006-11-20T10:15:00.000+08:00

morning class and presentations with everyone presenting almost the same things sux..bloody boring..

fucking irritated.

saturdays....

2006-11-19T00:52:00.000+08:00

saturday just passed....haa.... had a pretty boring day....spend the whole day mapling and tinking abt my concept pitch proj....and also reading bah....suppose to haf gin class todae...but well din go....my leg havent recover...aiz....i thot it was recovering..but just now after having moi lunch at compasspt and on moi way home....the ankle hurt agn...and yea....i walk moi knee will crack sometimes.... aiz..saded...it might become something tt will like stick wif mi for a looooooooooooonnnnng time...haa. ok i shld buy an ankle guard soon,but im pretty reluctant .well its troublesome cant imagine having it on moi ankle then wearin socks over then shoes n dance in it.

then yea had moi pitch meetin..i wonder why issit when i gif ideas on more practical stuff regardin interface or smth ,it always gets shoots down even before i manage to say the whole thing out?issit it simply sucks at first sight or ppl dun bother to listen finish but well if ppl dun bother to listen finish then it probably sucks big time.haha maybe im not cut out for such stuff but hehe luckily the other side of ideas producin i still can pass bah...this time manage to haf a not bad idea for pitch...marketin idea wif the grp also came out well...kun like it and told us not to cock up n spoil the nice idea...so well its excitin but its also super stressful...
ok at this point i saw moi title ...it says 'saturday' but well im kinda driftin off but ahah tts me...talkative n abit luo so

haa. saturdays saturdays ..recent saturdays all same....stone whole day go for dance class..come home then do proj discussion haha yea tts all lo nothing much typical day of a normal student...

this sux.....

2006-11-16T20:30:00.000+08:00

i remove moi remainin wisdom tooth todae....kinda force too cos it kana inflamation...but anyway....the op turns out better than i thot ..that being not as painful....but....some how after dinner due to some unknown reasons.....dunno whether is eat abit too much or the med...i suddenly feel all weak n cold n breakin out in cold sweat....felt like puking....maybe i will pon tml sch agn to rest at home....see how...and i cant even stand properly now....breathing difficulty..feels as if moi windpipe is congested or smth...i dunno...i hope it runs over soon....
(bloggin now to take moi mind of the pain)

aiz...dunno why recently ah...super unlucky keep having mishaps....leg injured..high fever and now this shit....n the wound for the wisdom tooth op is bleeding....which is pretty disgustin..already felt like puking ...tt blood taste just makes it worse... rarrARrraaaaRRArar at this mood moi dynweb homework is practically in trouble~

omg omg omg so bloody boring

2006-11-16T11:54:00.000+08:00

tian ah.......authoring class is so so so so so so boring ....well the teacher is not bad ..in that he tries hard to make sure we understand....n hes really keen on helpin n stuff but somehow whenever its this class its just super difficult to concentrate despite the fact tt its a important subject~ (impt becos we die die hafta use director for this upcomin proj) but well i do like flash more....losing touch wif it though...gotta practice~ yep~ my god i feel like givin up on listenin during class...its ...argh~ alot ppl also not really payin attention ha and quite a few not comin....well...haha.... tian ah tian

zzzz

2006-11-15T13:03:00.000+08:00

ok im at home now..at this time....din go sch todae haha.. i had a bad fever last nite tt why gotta stay at home and rest....was wonderin why i got tt fever suddenly..im guessin its cos of moi wisdom tooth bah..this morning i woke up and well..it hurts...look into the mirror and found out tt its all swollen n yellow(eeeeeewww) aiz will book appointment to extract it asap...raraRARarara bad luck recently ah....first i injured moi knee and ankle..then bad fever then now wisdom tooth...and i got so much so much work to do..aiz

ok enuff of those stupid stuff...some updates abt the past 2 months....did not bad in our studio project....finally an A...can check it out at www.cantstopmoving.net/tamafever ...new sem is gettin super stress but i like concept pitch its kinda exciting but erm its also pretty stressful n brain killing.......and took out photoshoot for foreign bodies...was fun and the pics was kinda nice~

some thots....
dunno recently i feel that ever since i arrive at poly i change alot....hmm gain alot of new frens and maybe lose some...or drift away frm some....kinda sad in a way...its always difficult to find time to meet up wif them...well we all haf very different timetables mah...and i haf quite alot of commitments...then its always sad when i cant make it...nothing i can do....and the more such situations happen the more i feel like giving up le...dunno bah....so long neber see le..makes mi scare abt wad to say if meet up also..(broken eng but nvm =X) maybe cos we are all leadin very different lifes bah tts why the way we tink and talk also gettin very different but well i still miss them all alot alot...ha... honestly i always hate it when they complain moi hair long...tts the first thing tt got mi irritated..but well i cut it liao haha...onli the fringe is long now... nowadays keep tinkin back abt moi sec sch days..aiz i miss everyone~ yea but it doesnt mean moi present days in poly is bad la..moi poly days n frens rockS~~ hahaa but still i miss those ppl~ yea...hmm...see how bah....shld try meetin up agn someday somehow...

im Back~!

2006-11-13T11:02:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey~~

haha i guess i finally decided to start blogging agn(due to jeanie's complaints -.- ...hehe jkjk) oki oki....started this stupid blog but was really super lazy~ hahaa so yea im back ...gonna post more seriously from now on...will post when i get home or smth ...stupid lesson now

yoyoyo

2006-07-27T23:39:00.000+08:00

hey ppls.... ok been busy the pass week....either too drain from sch n dance or wadeva...so din really get down to bloggin at all....
ok here i am again.. and erms.... *stones*

update abt sch...ok im still chasing deadlines...struggling...kinda sucky.... but heck..

hmm no suntec~ its not being held this year..but well nvm...theres "overdrive" ...its interestin...our group is more or less decided on the first song..gotta find the second one...need something more aggressive...but hmm...findin songs is difficult...

other than these...hmmm ...recently beginnin to feel more n more heck care abt stuff....sch work...heck....dance..abit heck too....just float thru everything...oh ya!!!! i noe its nothing impressive n its easy to pass it..but wadeva....i pass moi basic theory !!! phew...thank god manage to pass on first try..if not then paiseh....hahaah

reStlesS

2006-07-09T23:29:00.000+08:00

ok im really neglecting this blog...but ah..takes time to develop the habit n yea im lazy n busy~ haha so many things to do so many things on moi mind....so i kinda end up brain dead by the end of the day recently...makin it difficult to come up wif anything to blog..haha

oki oki..hmm wad happen recently? erm....lotsa homework to do~! all incomplete...stupid deadlines also comin up.....start of new assignments haben really did much....RARARAra

dance wise ....gettin more n more busy...so much things we still haf to choreo...just this week...juniors 2 day prac..seniors' prac.....n rehersal for upcomin syf performance.....wells...tts practically since tuesday till todae....yea everyday dance dance dance....kinda sick n tired...but then again its a very nice hobby of mine...but yea...when u are like rushin deadlines for dance performances n blah blah blah...tgt wif deadlines for sch work....it gets freakin irritatin...(at this pt i feel like changin title of this post to deadlines...lols...nvm ...heck) seriously hope this performance will turn out wells..but aiz...not easy...i hate tt last dance...so freakin fast choreo...hmm....ok mi fot bah...cant catch up ..but then again ...everyone cant..ok difficult dance..haha

other than tt...SUNTEC~!!! haha...seriously wonderin if there really is goin to be one this year....no news whatsoever on it is passed arnd...no news on the internet...but it has been on annually...so yea hopefully its still on....if its on..we are ready~ well ready in tt we got the groupings onli...haha..all guys this time.....hmm...interestin n challengin....hopefully can be good too....the other groups all the best too...we can all do it... well...if we put the heart to it...haha yea anyway...nth to say le...end of story...

beautiful day

2006-06-29T00:38:00.000+08:00

hehe so heres a short post on moi day today..(just now)....

first of all i was so damn tired....haha i onli slept for less than one hour...was rushin moi 3d assignment....damn...so much homework....can neber finish...but tts not the point in this blog....today's lesson end relatively early....n i had a very nice day....peaceful....just relaxin outside wif min....chatted....n just....relax.....haven really felt so relax n let my mind blank out in a long time le...n tt feelin is great! refreshin....felt so at peace.....

then it was until nite time when i finally blank out...after i reach home...i kept fallin aslp n dozing off...zzz haha too tired le....

shall rest early tonite...haha...nites everyone

orange dental

2006-06-23T22:05:00.000+08:00

ok finally went to remove one of moi two wisdom tooth...n ...well....its hurts....the anesthetic part hurts alot..stupid needle...i hate needles...but the op din hurt at all...haha kinda interestin...but rite now as i am bloggin here i can feel the anesthetic effect wearin off abit..
its like feelin more n more painful haha....not tt pain but yea pain n irritatin...totally no mood to do homework...haha anywae....tt dental clinic damn cool lar....its call "orange dental clinic" the decor inside is black n orange...then the paper n stuff is like orange n white...lolS ...the dentist got good taste ..
ouch..pain pain pain......pain.... rARARaraARARARr

colour blind~~~

2006-06-21T20:19:00.000+08:00

haha i finally went to the stupid drivin center ...had to check if moi color deficiency is serious enuff or wadeva....stupid place....had to go up n down just to ask one question....pity min gotta accompany mi up n down.........raRARarAR lols went down to accompany min to orion audition n did hw there...rarraARa hate 3d oh ya back to mi color deficiency... I HATE IT..it sucks...so freakin troublesome....n yea born wif it no escape no cure no specs....or is there specs for it....erm dun think so..haha...ok ok just some random thots here....im bored....homework pilin ...cant finish...tell mi why assignment one is span over 7 weeks or so n assignment 2 must complete within 2 weeks~~~ crazy...

fb camp 2006!

2006-06-19T20:50:00.000+08:00

weeEeeEeE ~ haha im back frm fb camp~! yay~ camp was fun....the juniors were..well not bad haha....can see tt some haf potential hehe...but well still early to say wor....jiayou to all of u n yea....keep the passion strong

camp....haha very tiring...especially for the seniors...after these past few months of practices..performance..etc (haben got any break!!! T_T) the camp is killing..lolS..got punishments..well haha ...zzz...

the camp was tirin yea..but it was fun too....hail neuh ...our "queen" hehe....the freestyle part was funny as expected.....everyone had a great time i suppose.... poppin sharin session was dissapointin at first due to the attitude of some ppl...but the second group rox totally....they were enthu and show a very positive attitude in learnin n tryin out new stuff...u peeps rox man..keep up tt attitude~ hehe

back from camp n i need rest! omg....so tired ..physically n mentally..but well...homework -.- ...theres tons of them~~ tink im quite dead meat...lolS dunno how to do authorin...its soooo sooo sooo difficult!!!! raRArararARara

haha ok tts it for today...gotta do hw....zzZzz

will post camp pics up if im free n when i get it...haha

rarArarraAR

2006-06-15T20:52:00.000+08:00

hehe had a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnggggggg day todae.....rarrr went to kbox...to stone
then spent the whole day walkin arnd...now all drained le....so tired..later gotta iron clothes n pack pack pack camp bag...zzZz

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2006-06-15T20:29:00.000+08:00

hi hi everyone...aha finally got a blog~~~ wEEeeeEeeeeEe